Is Denial Racism?

So…..

I have put off writing a post describing my experience finally getting my DNA tested.

I had written a previous post about racism called “Racism 101” and what I knew about it at the end of 2014.  I didn’t state all my issues at that time and probably never will because I don’t know much.  I tune unpleasant things out all the time.

So, is denial racism?

I have to explain something that I did not state in my previous 2014 post.  Everything in my family was a BIG secret!  No one in our family ever told amusing antidotes about anything or anyone.  No warm family memories were ever shared that I can remember.  We used to have more relatives around, because more were alive, when I was a child.  I’m sure the grownups must have exchanged witty repartee when us kids went to bed.

My father told us he was part “Indian” or what PC now refers to as Native American.  My mother was more complicated.  She had dark olive skin and very frizzy black hair but bright blue eyes, which I did not inherit but my sister had.  Once we were asked by our teachers in elementary school to find out our nationality so we could share this for Geography class.  Sounds ominous now and my mother didn’t like it back then either.  She said “You are an American.”  I was upset and saying no, what country did our family come from.  She refused to offer any information and told me to tell my teacher our family are Americans and that’s all she needs to know.  I knew my mom was not happy.

When I came home from class I told my mom that I know what she is now.  I remember her laughing when I said this and saying “Oh yeah, what am I?”  I knew she was darker than the rest of us, all of her children were very fair compared to her and some of her father’s family.  Some of us are a little darker skin wise and yellow or olive but none of us have her black hair.  One of the children in my class was the same color as my mom and he said he was Italian.  I told my mom I knew she was Italian.  She just started to laugh and said, “no, I’m not Italian.”  That was not quite true.

She really was not sure what races or nationalities she really was.  Things of that nature were never discussed in our household or with my friends either.  Only the racist mainstream media speaks of such things anyway, we all know that.  When I was an older teen I was rummaging through my grams drawers just to see what was in there.  I used to find old compacts, mirrors and all kinds of odd stuff.  I came across a stack of pictures buried in her clothing.  I could tell it was her when she was a teenager with some “dark guy with a fro.”  He sort of looked Cuban.

I took the pictures over to my gram and asked who that guy was with her in them.  She was irate to say the least.  “What are you doing in my drawers!  It’s none of your damn business who this is.”  Kind of an odd reaction.  Even when I try to make sense of it today, I can’t.  Who acts like that about an ex husband?  Why wouldn’t you say  “Oh that’s just your grandfather and me when we were young.”  Is that denial, is that racism? 

I knew that’s who it was so when I told my mom later what happened she said, “Oh that’s probably pictures of my dad.”  I asked her if she had ever seen them and she said no.  I asked her why not and she swung around and snapped “Didn’t you know I was a passer?”  I asked her what that was and she said “A person that passes for white.”  She had told me that she would overhear some of her German family talk about her dad’s family as “washed out colored people” when she was a kid.  I wasn’t sure what that meant and I didn’t really care.

I didn’t pay much attention to this short conversation and lived my life.  My sister-in-law had gotten her DNA done many years ago.  My sister did this as well.  I never cared about the results, of which my sister kept saying how she was “part black” which I ignored because I didn’t care.  Now I wish I would have pushed for more details.  I never saw her results which was actually done through a hospital.  I remember once when she was young they thought she had sickle cell.  I don’t know if my mom said anything to the Doctors at that time but I’m sure they could see her coloring.

I am going to share my DNA results that I received at the beginning of the year which shows that my mother must have some African, but mostly Mediterranean on her fathers side since I inherited a small amount myself.  Actually I’m a quarter Iberian/Italian & African DNA wise.  The one I am most shocked to see is the quarter Scandinavian I inherited.  I knew about the British Isle stuff, minus Great Britain apparently.  It was fun to finally do this though.

What’s strange is my fascination to all things Moroccan and Egyptian since I was tiny.  Not counting how long I studied their music and culture as an adult as small as that percentage is in my DNA.  It made me more aware of all these various countries and their cultures since I have lived my life as an American in America eating hot dogs and watching baseball because that’s what we are supposed to do, right?

So even though some of my white family knew the stories about my mother’s family’s heritage when I sent some of them my results, I was met with silence.  Then when I finally heard from them it was, “I don’t think this is accurate” or sometimes “these places make mistakes.”  So….is denial racism, because that’s how I took it.  I took it that they freaked when they saw a tiny part of my DNA was African.  Maybe I am just being too sensitive because I never bothered to actually ask them what part they thought was the “mistake.”

More to come regarding the quest for my real identity!

 

 

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Daily Prompt: Having Patience for the Diabolical Hypocrisy

Of the current liberal left mainstream agenda.

This is true of their views on just about anything and everything.  It’s like they are being deliberately stupid or maybe they are as evil as they appear.  How do you not see when you say things that make no sense at all or when you are being so unjust, unfair and nonsensical that it defies logic or truth?

Journalism has been destroyed by all the wealthy that have taken ownership of all the various news sources in America and probably in the world where they could.  These are the Global elitists who have everything to gain if they weaken certain countries and then send someone like the UN to help with the resulting civil unrest they have caused with their hateful rhetoric and propaganda.  Once a country is weakened like that it’s ripe for takeover from any entity that has the money and the armies big enough.  Read your history books.

I realize the very young and naive may not see what is going on right now.  I never noticed stuff when I was young because I was too distracted by my real life and stupid stuff instead of anything so complex and important as Global takeover and political corruption.  I always thought they were conspiracies from crazy people.  Oh, how I wish that were true but we can all see what has transpired since their candidate was not elected last year and she melted down screaming for “resistance” which is just a fancy way to say overthrow your own government because I did not get in.

Can you imagine if she did?  The horror of everything remaining status quo and appearing to look normal as the country continues to be gutted, mired in corruption and cover-ups until it was too late.  More crime and lowering standard of living to allow for any third world stranger to make themselves at home with no intention of becoming a model citizen while being told we had it too good for too long and we better get used to our new horrible culture and uncertain future.  No thanks.

From the time that Donald Trump, who did have a good reputation beforehand, decided to throw his hat in the ring the mainstream media has painted him in the worst light they could promoting all kinds of rumors and lies about him while covering up every real sin the Democratic candidate committed.  They would condemn him loudly every time he had the nerve to defend himself against anything that was being said or done against him.  I won’t go into the particulars right now but plan to in a future post where I will document the facts regarding both of these candidates to the best of my knowledge, not including rumors about either one of them that are found online.

The latest hypocrisy to me is the sudden caring about the lives of children after yet another school shooting and pretending that more gun control will stop this.  They know better but I believe that it’s someone’s agenda to see the citizens completely at the mercy of their government, the very reason the founding fathers wrote up our Constitution that so many are now speaking against.  No one should trust anyone that is against the United States Constitution.  No one has a right to speak out against it or they may as well leave this country because we will not be overthrown by the current dangerous faction trying to take over with obvious communist indoctrination now widely taught in our schools as well.

The same people screaming about gun control, because they care so much about the lives of children, don’t give a damn about all the babies being brutally mass murdered in this sick, perverted culture of death in America.  The marching cuntheads say it all.  Vile and despicable, has become the new hero, the popular kids, the ones that hate Trump and anything or anyone of decency and family values.  Break up the family and you become even more dependent on your government for assistance and that’s just what some have in mind.

While these mainstream “white” journalists hypocritically speak about the “white privilege”, they probably all have but most white folk have never experienced, they exploit the lives taken in this recent school shooting in Florida while completely ignoring all the children of color that die in “gun controlled” Chicago every week.  I guess their lives are not as important as white suburban children because that’s what I’m getting from the way everything is being reported regarding their continued deaths and the complete lack of real concern or condemnation.  The fact that abortion and those who support is are always shown in a positive light by our media shows me what they really think about the lives of the poor and minority in our country.  Where are Black Lives Matter concern for real problems of their race instead of protesting when a thug is killed by a cop while resisting arrest after a crime?

Hypocrites!

Daily Prompt: Instinct or Wisdom?

Humans are another form of animal life on this planet.  The deadliest form and yet many of us appear to lack the basic instinct to get along with our fellow-man.  When I was younger I was fascinated with ESP and studied it due to my own random psychic powers.  I began wondering if this was really ESP or just the same normal animal instinct given all the species and what is “instinct” really?

It’s that innate ability to know what you need to know to survive and yes it does seem a little “extra-sensory” if you don’t acknowledge that all animals possess this skill and we are indeed animals.  There is a fabulous book out called “The Gift of Fear And Other Survival Signals That Protect Us From Violence” by Gavin De Becker.  The obvious problem with man is that there are just too many distractions as well as bad advice from so-called “experts” that are allowed to voice this bad advice to others on a wide scale.  This is another way that liberals have destroyed our society and made everyone much less safe by making you second guess yourself.  Don’t ever do that.  According to pop-culture suggestions, we are supposed to ignore our own personal prejudices or feelings and just dive into bad situations head first so we don’t look like a hater.  Sometimes you need to hate or at least be suspicious.

Don’t misunderstand.  There is never an excuse for being mean or unfair to any other human being whether you agree with them or not.  Unless they are endangering you or your loved ones.  Even those that threaten your way of life with promoting their way of life is not imminent danger and not grounds to overreact with violence on your part, as you hear of some doing.  It’s not prejudice to be afraid of a group of young men that you don’t know, black or white, that suddenly approach you no matter what your color, but if you go according to some, you are a bad person if you feel this way if they are a different race than you.  The fact is anyone that approaches you no matter their sex, nationality or age should concern you right off, depending on where you are and the situation.  Even those offering you much needed assistance.

Most people are not that friendly or generous unless they want something in return although you know there are those rare exceptions and we call them heroes.  Those that would risk their own lives to help others without anything in return.  Most people kind of suck when it comes to getting involved and many that pretend to help have ulterior motives.  Sometimes you can feel it, that something’s not right and if you lack this discerning instinct it just might cost you your life.

Daily Prompt: Political Missteps

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Ronald Reagan once said “If we ever forget that we are “one nation under God” then we will be a nation gone under.” 

This has now happened.  The longer liberal ideology is promoted to others, the further God will be in their minds.  Liberals have the selfish agenda of doing your own thing, as long as it’s not the right thing.  Then you are “one of them.”  If you believe in self-control and self-discipline you are mocked and hated and even called a hater yourself for not loving their sin.  I will love the sinner and forgive the sinner once they repent, and would never lie to them and tell them sinning is fun for the whole family.  It’s not.

I am amazed at the immature, low-class behavior that is the norm of most of our debates, regardless of the candidates.  For some reason it’s already down to only Clinton and Sanders as far as the Democrats go.  The Republicans candidates appear to be down to Trump, Kasich, Rubio and Cruz.  I really don’t care for any of them, but again with the lesser of two evils, it would have to be between Trump and Sanders.

There were rumors flying recently about certain powerful people holding a clandestine meeting to work out plans to destroy Donald Trump.  If this is true, they suck.  Anyone who plots to destroy someone needs to have the tables turned.  Despite rumors to the contrary, The Donald is not Hitler reincarnated.  I don’t even think Hillary is.  His rhetoric is mean-spirited for a fact and I don’t like it, but he is not pussyfooting around like the others do.  Most politicians have such a fake persona.  They give flowery speeches and try to sound so kind and benevolent to all in the hopes that they receive their vote.  Then, surprise, the campaign promises never come to fruition.

As far as our current President, which I admit to voting for both terms, I do not agree with many of his decisions and I certainly do not agree with his rhetoric that America is not fair enough or kind enough to criminals of every capacity.  He has made numerous racist remarks that would never be tolerated if a white man had said them.  This is reverse discrimination, in case he has not heard of it.  If you break the law, you pay regardless of your race.  If you vote, you show proof, just like I’ve done my entire life as an adult, regardless of your race.  If you come into America, you do so legally regardless of where you are coming from.  There is no excuse not to.  In my book, all lives matter and nobody has any right to break any law for any reason.  If they do they tell the rest of us they think they are better or somehow more deserving than us.  The rule is for only us and not them.  I think not and if this is so, you better fully explain it to the rest of us so that we can understand it.  President Obama’s biggest mistake is to make light of certain people’s crimes and in doing so sent a very deadly message to all.

This is why so many are upset with our current President and the direction our country is quickly turning and that is the way of the criminal and those who break laws.  You have to ask yourself, why would any leader, especially one in America, encourage bad behavior in their citizens?  Give a mayor a promotion that publicly said to allow criminals to destroy another citizens property, harm or even kill someone  else?  This person should have lost her job.  As well encourage or placate any creep that thinks they can kill, rob or destroy in our country.  Then welcome people to come here that are flat-out breaking all of our immigration laws spouting the insanity that “everyone knows our immigration laws are broken!”  The only thing broken here are some of our politicians with hidden agendas lying their way into office.

Again, the only reason you would encourage anarchy in your own country as a leader is to encourage the civil unrest that would spread, allowing you to declare martial law and staying in office that much longer.  Think about and watch it happen if a Democrat does not win the election this year.  Please get familiar with the entire chapter 13 of Romans.  The word is clear on how God sanctified leaders are supposed to behave.  Anything less, especially the opposite, is a mockery to God and against scriptural teachings.  In other words, no man of God goes against what is right and good.

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This is not always the case anymore.

Since I believe in treating others as you wish to be treated, even as a Christian I do sadly believe if you are killed or maimed committing an evil act, you got what you knew was coming.  Don’t act shocked, angry or surprised, unless you do think you are some privileged character and above the rest of us.  Jesus said to forgive a man if he repents.  He never said to coddle the devil.

 Doing your own thing or doing God’s thing.  For me it’s not a choice.

Musing My America

  1. If the government allows mothers to murder their own babies for being inconvenient and what more will they do to the inconvenient old folks in this country?
  2. If one life is not worth saving, why is another’s? Along the lines of either all life is sacred or none is.
  3. If something is good enough for some people, why is it not good enough for others?
  4. If murder is wrong and a sin, why is it OK to murder if your government or some form of authority tells you to do it?
  5. Why don’t some people speak up when they are being abused and other people scream about nothing?
  6. What country would make any criminal element welcome, let alone many? How could that country ever hope to stand?
  7. If you can’t take care of your own people, why would you invite other needy people into your family?
  8. Why does our country allow the media to make fun of and endanger so many people in the name of low-brow entertainment? Didn’t the Lords and Ladies of old laugh at the peasants for sport?
  9. Is it fair for other peasants to foot the bill for things in this country when some of the very wealthy do not pay any tax? How do we get corrected in a fair and just manner asap?
  10. Why do we have even more black violence in America, including the murdering of innocent white policemen, since we have had a black President in office? Anyone? I’m still trying to get over the fact that any mayor that would publicly say to allow thugs to riot and destroy things in any city would not only keep her job, but be offered a promotion.
  11. Anyone else thinking that our government is deliberately making things get out of control in this country just so they can declare Martial law, disarm and finally control everyone?
  12. Am I one of the few people that actually believe that all lives matter and that we should follow the teachings of Christ about forgiveness for those that repent? Most confuse who they are supposed to be forgiving nowadays.
  13. Does anyone think a new President, no matter the party, will be enough to fix this country now?

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# ALL LIVES MATTER!

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No one needs to prove that the ignorance of man knows no bounds.  All one need do is to review the history of man.

The fact that some think they are so evolved and that many feel we are an advanced civilization is ludicrous to me.  It defies logic in the face of the facts.

There is a movement that thinks they are a good idea and that movement is known as “Black Lives Matter.”  They’re not wrong, but they’re not correct either because this is called discrimination and their race has supposedly fought against discrimination being used against them for many years.  I am flabbergasted at anyone who cannot see the gross hypocrisy in this phrase and then have the audacity to become angry when they hear the phrase “All Lives Matter.”  The fact that some do not get this is the reason that so many innocent have died.

All Lives Matter is simply stating a fact.  Black Lives Matter shrieks of discrimination, hypocrisy and hate.  Maybe we should blame the white race for all these years for remaining quiet after slowly being slaughtered at the hands of the black man.  Blame the white man for being scared to speak the truth that “We are all mad as hell and not going to take it any more!”  If I can feel this way, I can only imagine what some drunk, red-neck is thinking right about now after hearing of yet more innocent white victims at the hands of some demented, evil black man.

If we were keeping score, there would be no contest as to who is the enemy to anyone and shame on anyone for being part of the problem and not the solution no matter what race you are.  Not the one that forgives, not the one that saves, not the one that takes that high road.  Whatever you do to others shows what you think of yourself.  Anyone who can take another’s life so callously hates themselves and that’s sad enough, but how dare they try to take as many with them as so many love to do.  This is evil 101 and they don’t get the fact that we are all going to die anyway and the rest of us go to heaven.  They won’t, according to the Word.

There is a hell and not just here on earth.  You will bring your anger with you when you leave this world and it ain’t gonna be like some cool horror movie where you will get to be one of the devil’s henchman’s in hell for your evil, you will be the lowest and suffer eternal torment, brewing in that same hell you created and brought with you.  You will always be with you and imagine this if you cannot stand to be with yourself because you never learned to forgive or love, even yourself.  Don’t you owe yourself at least this much?  If you don’t feel the world loves you, then love yourself that much more and not in a selfish way.

This is why Jesus preached the Word of love and forgiveness to His people, so they would finally be free of the burden of the lies of the enemy.  They could learn to forgive and love themselves and for this reason, love and forgive others.  It’s OK that you are not perfect.  It’s OK to be mad at times.  It’s not OK to act out in bad ways when you are.  Forgiveness of self is paramount to finding love in this world, even if others don’t love you.  Once you achieve this, everything else in life is easy.  This is why prayer is so important in asking God to help you in the name of Jesus.  Don’t be too prideful for this.  If you can’t get to this place, may God have mercy on you.  It’s the very least you owe the world.  If you can’t contribute anything, at least don’t take away from it.

God bless all who read my message.  Peace be yours in the name of Jesus.

Daily Prompt: Deranged is the New Normal

Some of the reasons I feel this way is the speed at which our country and our world is going straight to hell in every way imaginable.  All you have to do is turn on the news or look online to any of the news sources.  You will find more things if you check with world news agencies or any sources other than the usual bought and paid for network news stations.  There are a lot of dangerous, important facts that are being kept quiet in America for obvious reasons.  They are usually something our government is up to that is corrupt or unethical.

I really am not sure the reason that everyone appears to have lost their minds in the last number of years, but it’s obvious many are no longer rational or reasonable.  Their thought process is completely absurd.  Many do things now just to have it televised, from endangering their children, or pulling some daredevil stunt themselves, to shooting up a school or committing some other act of terror.  They obviously have a warped idea of what life is for and many lack any compassion needed to even be considered human.  I’ve seen lower animal forms show more compassion and love than some humans.  This is inexcusable.

Sample of the insanity:

  1. The fact that Hillary Clinton can even show her face to run for president, let alone legally be allowed to do so.  What happens if Michelle Obama decides to throw in her hat?
  2. The government will pay for abortions, but not the people they send to make fake wars all over the world who aren’t killed in combat, but instead horribly wounded.  They will let our veterans die all the time and it often appears deliberate.  This would make our government the worst in the world if it’s this and not just gross indifference and incompetence.
  3. The fact that anyone can think brutally murdering an unborn baby is OK for any reason except that of extreme emergency to save the woman’s life or in cases of rape.  I fail to see how anyone cannot see that what a woman does to her own life is her business.   Once another human being is in there, killing that other human being is murder 101.  That’s just a plain and simple fact.  Though most are not rational, they love to play the game of rationalizing their evil deeds.  I honestly think what they are doing with dead baby tissue is secondary to the fact they have murdered over 50 million people since Roe vs Wade.  This is far more than were killed during the entire Nazi holocaust.  The American government and judicial systems are to blame for this insanity they demand the rest of us call normal.
  4. Police brutality and killings are at an all time high with almost no accountability for their vile and mostly unnecessary actions.  They are even attacking and cuffing tiny children for heaven’s sake.  And what is any of us doing about it?
  5. There is always gun control talk after a crazy person kills someone, even though this can always be done with an illegal gun, of which our own government has been known to be responsible for distributing.  If they were to blame this on mental illness it would appear as if this country is not taking care of people in need, which they are not.
  6. All of a sudden it’s a good thing to break the law, though I wouldn’t advise it.  Our president has decided to reward those that sneak into our country illegally.  If that isn’t a call for all terrorist to “come on in” I don’t know what is.  And what a slap in the face to those that have come to this country to become a citizen legally.
  7. More and more Muslims are being placed in sensitive areas of the American government with some of them changing to this religion after being appointed to their positions.  Case in point the current head of our CIA, as well as John Kerry’s daughter married to an Iranian Dr. who’s best man at the wedding is the son of Iran’s current minister of foreign affairs.  There is massive conflict of interest going on right now in this Democratic government with all the foreign donations the Clinton’s receive, for what?  Now this Kerry relationship in which our President is making a treaty with this country now?  Talk about strange bed fellows.
  8. Racism and especially race baiting is super high.  Whenever a crime is committed by a black and a white cop shoots the suspect, the race is always stated.  If the crime is the opposite, they will just state man or person, never the race.
  9. Constant cover-ups whenever a liberal commits a crime or does something wrong, but God help anyone who does not agree with their twisted, perverted agendas.  If they do the same things, they are made to quit jobs, constantly harassed, laughed at and mocked by these lovely, kind-hearted heathens.  And yes, that was sarcasm.

With all the important things going on in the world that we should be concerned about, there are always stories on unimportant things like dress codes and topless tarts as well as Kim’s K’s arse to distract us all from what is really happening in this world.

Sadly this is only the tip of the insanity iceberg .  More to come later.