Grand Funk

Not the Railroad.

I am so “blue” today that I can barely make myself type this. I was crying yesterday. I can only take so many bad things at the same time. I think most of us are like this. Our governments know this. They know there are only so many issues that the working poor or those on fixed incomes can endure so they thought “house arrest” & job loss of “non-essentials” might be a nice icing on the tombstone for some of us.  The celebrities, their spokes people, lie.  We are NOT all in this together.  Those promoting & responsible for this “house arrest” are not in the same pay grade or predicament as the majority of the rest of the world.

I don’t think for a moment that these same people who have no sanctity for human life suddenly care so much about us that they would hold us all prisoners in our homes “for our own good.”  Our lives are being ruined for their global socialist dream & most of us will not be playing along.  I guess they figured they couldn’t wait for “nature to take its course” and just allow the older folks to die of natural causes.  Wonder how many of the deceased were eliminated to decrease their chance of any future Whistleblowers?

They have caused many “non-essential” people (their words, not mine) to permanently lose their jobs because of the many small businesses that are being destroyed the longer some are allowed to play this dangerous political game.  They demand we start “fearing” one another by creating “social distancing” rules (what I like to call “cock-blocking“), wearing masks made of materials that don’t keep out the virus but does effect our air flow, some even suggesting that people start being “taken out of homes if they are ill” instead of being cared for by their family.  We used to have a group that did things like this “for the good of all.”  They were called Nazis.  “New Normal” my ass!  Who would ever accept crazy evil as the new normal?  Humans need physical contact with others to survive.  This is cruel & the opposite of what one needs to help their immune system.

This is worse than anything the Nazi’s tried to pull back in the day & we see what happened to that demented group. There’s NO denying that some in positions of power right now infiltrated there for the sole purpose of destroying our way of life. In America we have the right to life, liberty & the pursuit of happiness. We have our Constitution & Bill of Rights, all of which are currently being circumvented in favor of the Global New World Order of Socialism & eventually slavery. We can all see it.

They don’t even try to hide their vile evil anymore & they still appear to have a fan club of ignorant, scared sheep that believe all the lies they hear on mainstream propaganda TV. That’s all mainstream has ever been, we just didn’t realize what they were prepping our brains for til now.  As George Carlin pointed out…why do you think the media calls what they do “programming?”

They believe they have it made with cameras, spyware & drones. They are really this stupid.  It will only be a matter of time when their first germ warfare attack against the people shows they need to “tweek” it to do the job they hoped it would. Take out Trump voters & other “Conservative Christians.”  This is evident by the initial claims that this “coronavirus” especially harms the sick & elderly.  I wish I was wrong or paranoid but sadly I now know that I am not.

We know that Bill Gates has openly talked about the biggest danger to the world being overpopulation. He said population control must happen. He’s been working hard to see that mass vaccines be given to the entire world supposedly with a bio chip? For what exactly? Who would ever be stupid enough to allow this to be done to them?  I don’t believe all the accusations being made against him because I refuse to.  They are simply too diabolical.

No one on God’s earth has the right to demand you subject yourself to any type of so called medical procedure that introduces a foreign object into your body when you have no guarantee what the outcome will be.  I believe what is currently happening will go down in history as the most evil act of inhumanity ever perpetrated!  Especially in this age of supposed enlightenment and education. An age where we have mass technology of which many are abusing by deliberate manipulation & deletion of facts & truth from the people. Censoring other opinions as “hate speech” or “fake news” or whatever false label they choose to use which is not only morally wrong but illegal.

I guarantee their little “experiment in terror” will not work out as they had hoped for. There are just too many variables that they are simply not intelligent enough to have thought of in advance. Many of their past political stunts have been poorly executed & are now in the process of being exposed. Every time our Justice Department discovers a new treachery by the previous Obama Administration & the Intelligence Community at that time, something drastic happens to distract from their crimes.  Until now, it’s been mass shootings.  The same “Impeachment happy”group that has been trying desperately to undermine this country with lies, spying, colluding & other criminal behavior are the same ones now supporting destruction of America’s economy with continued shut downs.  Many said they would rather see a depression than have Trump’s plan to make America economically successful succeed.  If this is being done on purpose it is domestic terrorism & it’s a crime.

I do not believe the timing of this “plandemic” is accidental.  Especially since this is the most important presidential election we have ever had in America.  The people I believe are at least partially responsible for this outbreak & lockdown, destroying President Trump’s years of MAGA are the same global enemies that have been committing fraud all these years.  From the Russian collusion investigation (Fisagate) to the latest impeachment fraud.  The network news sources who are globally owned are accessories to this crime of staging the Democratic socialists years long coup.

When this truth finally is exposed, all involved will not stand a chance in hell. To endanger the lives of hundreds of millions of people on a global scale for the sole purpose of global control will NEVER be tolerated by anyone but the very feeble minded & frightened.  When will the power mongers get that the people will not be played like this?  Even fear of death won’t stop our fight for freedom.  History has shown that good people must die at the hands of evil ones to keep their very precious freedom.  We need to find the cure for evil, not this virus for that cure will prevent all bio-attacks against humanity from ever happening again.  The only cure I know is finding Jesus & following the commandment of loving your brother.

Give me my dangerous freedoms over your supposedly safe imprisonment any day!

Daily Prompt: Infect ion

I was hoping to display a nice juicy, runny boil but no luck.

Odd pick when there are so many other words in our language like pus, or goo, or something equally icky.

To infect means to contaminate with disease or corrupt like minds with high-minded liberalism where you think you are better than others and should be able to judge them and control their every thought and words coming out their mouth.  Hitler tried to exterminate the “deplorables” of his time so any type of intolerant hate that takes away another’s freedom is not acceptable.

Everyone is different, even the same races, sexes and nationalities would have diverse opinions on anything and everything.  We will never get along.  This is why we based a civilization on the Ten Commandments in a Christian culture which basically says to mind your own business and treat others as you wish to be treated.  You don’t smirk with disdain at someone’s shortcomings, in fact that could bring some to anger.  In case you’ve lived a very sheltered life, you don’t want to piss some people off.  In fact quite the opposite.  I have noticed that liberals tend to dole out their compassion when the subject is one that meets their approval only.  That’s not compassion when you do a kind act for all to see, that’s putting on a show.  Much like celebrities are fond of doing and many fall for it.

The Golden Rule is based on non-judgmental live and let live unless you try to harm me or take what is mine.  Keep God first place and honored,  Don’t lie about me, try to seduce my wife and respect your parents.  I would say Moses could have come down with a tablet “don’t be a creep” but that’s not all of it.

The fact is God is the most important.  His worship and respect take up the first three commandments alone.  I don’t believe any “movement” especially one that claims to be the opposite of what I see it is.  Hypocrisy in action.  Pretending is not the same as doing or being.  Progressives should progress, not regress, which is the opposite.  They are the ones that flip out at the very sight of a cross and demand all sign of God be struck from every place they think they can claim jurisdiction over.  Still trying to figure out how a few cranks have more clout than the majority.  That’s not Democracy, it’s demoncracy or dictatorship and used to be illegal in America.

There is one place they can never enter and that is in our heart if we don’t want them.  They can and do try to enter our minds through many forms of media now.  I have never seen the devil try so hard and have so little resistance.  The further some allow others to take the Word of God from the world, the more the world will overtake the people.  It can’t happen unless you allow it.  Unless you refuse to fight fire with the power all God’s children have.

Daily Prompt: Uncompromising Ain’t Popular

I used to be popular,

When I was a doormat.

When I tried to become another accessory,

Those that liked to wipe their feet went away.

Most relationships are followers and leaders.  Victims or victimizers.  Opposites do attract in this manner.   Lovers or Friends it doesn’t really seem to matter.

I went from unassertive and wishy-washy like my passive aggressive mom taught me to strong and uncompromising.  I can’t say for sure what the catalyst really was because I’m sure there was more than one.  Just trying to survive a severely dysfunctional “kill or be killed” atmosphere will do it.  This is why many of us survivors of abuse suffer from PTSD, not just actual soldiers.  We lived in a war zone most if not all of our lives and that takes a psychological toll on you, like it or not.

My younger sister was always headstrong and acted out in anger in constant condemnation of our mother and how she was “spineless” and “Queen of Denial.”  Since my head was in the clouds back then never wanting to believe anything was wrong, I had no idea what she was talking about.  I thought she was an evil little traitor who judged everyone harshly and it was not until many years and counseling sessions later that I got what she was talking about.  She always told me that she did not want to become like our spineless mother so she went in the opposite direction of not just becoming very belligerent and uncompromising, but doing all kinds of crazy, impulsive things trying to feel better.

She was later treated for psychosis and I feel that she suffered from borderline personality disorder when I see the symptoms.  I feel that I have some of the same traits myself when it comes to trust.  It makes you look “paranoid” when actually your history with those that were supposed to have been your loved ones, proves you right not to trust.  In fact you would have to be crazy to trust others.  She always said, “If you can’t trust your parents, who can you trust?”  And she was spot on.  Like many so called mentally ill, they sometimes see what the rest of us can’t or don’t want to.

After menopause I began to behave a lot like my sister, some of my relatives said so and that was not a compliment, they were basically telling me I was acting “crazy.”  This does not mean they were correct.  Do I have issues?  I would think so, most of us do, but can I manage?  So far.  Am I happy?  Not always.  But I know up from down, right from wrong and I’m not into substance abuse or any abuse so that’s a huge difference.  Medications and alcohol can really effect you adversely, even prescribed.  People try to belittle the Christian’s use of Christ as a “crutch” but that’s exactly what He wants us to do.  Prayer is a life saver.

Many times when you stop fitting other folks image they have of you, they think there is something wrong with you.  When you don’t make things easy and are tired of being played you appear uncompromising to them because you are.  Let them work with you for once.  One time I actually had an instance that got me thinking “why am I always the one who does everything, the one that apologizes first” and left the ball in their court.  The ball never came back, as I knew it wouldn’t.  Sometimes I hate it when I’m right.

Daily Prompt: Fearful to Fearless

I can’t say for sure what happened.

As a child that was extremely abused and neglected by my parents.  I was afraid of everything and everyone when I was young.  I was considered “shy” as I got older and thought that it was normal to be scared to the point of constantly sweating and not being able to concentrate because I was always on “high alert” for any danger.  I prayed I wouldn’t be called on by the teachers or picked on by other kids.  I didn’t have many friends as a result.  I learned to be hyper-vigilant so I could try to defend myself from all the possible dangers this world had in store.  My younger sister, who was a head taller and big-boned, was always my bodyguard when she could be.  She was two years behind me so was only in my schools when I was a Senior and she was a Freshman.    I sometimes wondered if I was switched at birth because there was no way I could have been related to the aggressive loud-mouths in my family.

I didn’t realize at the time I was probably suffering from Post Traumatic Stress Disorder since this is a relatively new thing.  My other siblings appeared angry and aggressive and never seemed to fear things.  They were not raised with a Christian Aunt as I was and did not have the Golden Rule instilled in their very psyche.

I followed that Golden Rule to the letter until the last number of years of my life.  I blame menopause for my irritability and that I never give any mean acting person the benefit of the doubt if they dare try to play me or give me a hard time.  It’s either hormonal problems or I’ve developed schizophrenia.  I will usually lay right into them.  Since anger and irritability is a symptom of many in menopause, I feel pretty secure to know I’ve just become an “old bitty” as they used to say.  All I know is I’m brave as heck now.  I have no shyness and others seem to sense the fact that I sometimes wreak anger and don’t mess with me.  I actually have developed that “chip on the shoulder, make my day” attitude which is sad really.  As a result, I still don’t have many friends.

Writing 101: Being Committed

That can be taken different ways but we won’t go there today.

I also won’t say that one of my favorite songs is “They’re Coming to Take me Away.”  It got lots of criticism for making fun of mental illness.  Well sorry, but I got to laugh to keep from crying!

Maybe all of you are like me in the respect that you have too many “favorite songs” to begin to pick out three.  Sometimes I will only listen to Christian music, sometimes I throw in Alice Cooper or Metallica.

I don’t know if I should be concerned about how much I started loving head banging music after I started menopause.  I hated heavy metal music most of my life.  My teen years were Beatles and Bob Dylan.  I might be going through my second childhood, but this time I’m a real punk and don’t have any parents to rebel against so time to rage against the establishment in general.

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