Daily Prompt: Partake in the Truth

I hear it will set you free.  We all want to be free, don’t we?

 

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Daily Prompt: Don’t You Fret!

I woke this morning in a fretful state thinking about our last year in America.  I am beyond disgusted because I know that our country has always obeyed specific laws in the past that prevented the mass corruption and completed unlawfulness that has been going on even before Hillary Clinton threw her hissy fit after losing the election ordering her flying monkeys to overthrow our rightfully elected president.   I laughed at Jim Carey’s very incorrect portrait of Hillary that looked a lot like Trump instead.  And I thought President Trump was the buffoon!

That in itself should get her arrested were she not being protected by other corrupt individuals.  Many things she’s guilty of should have gotten her charged by now.  It’s good to be the queen, only she ain’t sittin’ on that Throne and if she can’t have it, no one can!  This is what it looks like to me.  A narcissist thrown in such a psychotic rage she will not quit until she destroys everyone in her path, much like one of those evil cartoon witches most of us grew up hating.

Many of us continue to say “Thank God” that Donald Trump was elected because so many lies and so much corruption is now being exposed like some diabolical freak show.  I still see articles by the mainstream media and other liberal posts that continue to condemn Trump for silly things, nothing criminal but only the lies and rumors spread by the losing party.  Trying to link his name to corruption and negative things that I’m sure the Democrats were actually behind.  It takes a while to Dr up convincing fake evidence against your enemy but these little creeps don’t think they will eventually be found out.  All criminals have that in common.  Stupidity.  Still ain’t no cure for stupid.

We have never had so much evil disrespect to any president including threats to his very life!  All because some foolish people started spewing angry hatred out of jealousy and fear that their sins of corruption would finally be made public.  The Democrats have many on their payroll so to speak.  There are so many favors given back and forth between all involved in this massive cover up that all you have to do is start searching folks online to see who they know and knew and worked for and who did who “favors” in the past and look at their current little “stunts” and you know what is going on.  It’s so evident and you can’t hide stuff anymore with our technology.

But first you have to be a decent person.  A person that is repulsed by criminal behavior and not just another criminal yourself as so many are.  My years in criminal investigation and enforcement action for the Federal Government has soured me somewhat on human nature in general when you see so many playing games, catching them in lies trying to get away with things.  I don’t have any sympathy for the devil or his minions so to speak.

 

 

Daily Prompt: It Has Always Been This Way

And it always will be this way.

This is the way of mankind.  We suck.  The truth is not in most of us and we don’t care.  As long as we can gain by lying, cheating and stealing, we can pretend we are successful, we win.  We gain nothing of substance.  Nothing that matters.  The spiritually blind don’t know what they are missing and they are the ruination of the world.  Irony is they are the very reason that some turn to Jesus.

The Frigid atmosphere of our world is becoming unbearable for some of us.  The empaths, the sensitive, the spiritually awake, those of us who still give a damn because we are believers and it’s not easy living in what appears to be the “end times.”  Don’t be complacent to sin and those who try to sway you with lies and deceit that bought their beauty and riches.  This is the way of the world.  The way of damnation.  Pray every day and never give up.

 

 

 

Daily Prompt: Having Patience for the Diabolical Hypocrisy

Of the current liberal left mainstream agenda.

This is true of their views on just about anything and everything.  It’s like they are being deliberately stupid or maybe they are as evil as they appear.  How do you not see when you say things that make no sense at all or when you are being so unjust, unfair and nonsensical that it defies logic or truth?

Journalism has been destroyed by all the wealthy that have taken ownership of all the various news sources in America and probably in the world where they could.  These are the Global elitists who have everything to gain if they weaken certain countries and then send someone like the UN to help with the resulting civil unrest they have caused with their hateful rhetoric and propaganda.  Once a country is weakened like that it’s ripe for takeover from any entity that has the money and the armies big enough.  Read your history books.

I realize the very young and naive may not see what is going on right now.  I never noticed stuff when I was young because I was too distracted by my real life and stupid stuff instead of anything so complex and important as Global takeover and political corruption.  I always thought they were conspiracies from crazy people.  Oh, how I wish that were true but we can all see what has transpired since their candidate was not elected last year and she melted down screaming for “resistance” which is just a fancy way to say overthrow your own government because I did not get in.

Can you imagine if she did?  The horror of everything remaining status quo and appearing to look normal as the country continues to be gutted, mired in corruption and cover-ups until it was too late.  More crime and lowering standard of living to allow for any third world stranger to make themselves at home with no intention of becoming a model citizen while being told we had it too good for too long and we better get used to our new horrible culture and uncertain future.  No thanks.

From the time that Donald Trump, who did have a good reputation beforehand, decided to throw his hat in the ring the mainstream media has painted him in the worst light they could promoting all kinds of rumors and lies about him while covering up every real sin the Democratic candidate committed.  They would condemn him loudly every time he had the nerve to defend himself against anything that was being said or done against him.  I won’t go into the particulars right now but plan to in a future post where I will document the facts regarding both of these candidates to the best of my knowledge, not including rumors about either one of them that are found online.

The latest hypocrisy to me is the sudden caring about the lives of children after yet another school shooting and pretending that more gun control will stop this.  They know better but I believe that it’s someone’s agenda to see the citizens completely at the mercy of their government, the very reason the founding fathers wrote up our Constitution that so many are now speaking against.  No one should trust anyone that is against the United States Constitution.  No one has a right to speak out against it or they may as well leave this country because we will not be overthrown by the current dangerous faction trying to take over with obvious communist indoctrination now widely taught in our schools as well.

The same people screaming about gun control, because they care so much about the lives of children, don’t give a damn about all the babies being brutally mass murdered in this sick, perverted culture of death in America.  The marching cuntheads say it all.  Vile and despicable, has become the new hero, the popular kids, the ones that hate Trump and anything or anyone of decency and family values.  Break up the family and you become even more dependent on your government for assistance and that’s just what some have in mind.

While these mainstream “white” journalists hypocritically speak about the “white privilege”, they probably all have but most white folk have never experienced, they exploit the lives taken in this recent school shooting in Florida while completely ignoring all the children of color that die in “gun controlled” Chicago every week.  I guess their lives are not as important as white suburban children because that’s what I’m getting from the way everything is being reported regarding their continued deaths and the complete lack of real concern or condemnation.  The fact that abortion and those who support is are always shown in a positive light by our media shows me what they really think about the lives of the poor and minority in our country.  Where are Black Lives Matter concern for real problems of their race instead of protesting when a thug is killed by a cop while resisting arrest after a crime?

Hypocrites!

Daily Prompt: Never Say Wrinkle to an Old Person

Smile when you say wrinkle to me.  I hate growing old.  Growing older is fine but when you actually begin the aging process, it ain’t pretty.  The wrinkles are just a tiny part of all the other things that begin to fail inside and out of your soul’s shell.

I will never forget being repulsed as a child to see old men and women masks used for something to make you look scary or funny at Halloween time.  Keep laughing until it’s you.  Even as a child I thought this quite odd and offensive but obviously most don’t get it til they walk a mile in their wrinkles.

You don’t see wrinkles on television or movies with most now, their faces slackened as a corpse from overdosing on Botox.  I was watching some Community episodes on my DVD’s and realized that the actors once attractive faces looked ghastly by the third season.  You could see most using Botox with wrinkles and expression lines completely absent giving them a very different, unnatural appearance.

I understand face lifts or mini ones and some cosmetic surgery that really improve your looks or make you appear youthful but I don’t get any procedure that takes your identity away.  I will pick on someone right now.  Wendy Williams.  Not a fan but I respect her as a person because we actually agree on many things.  I first noticed her on “Dancing with the Stars” because I don’t watch much TV and had never heard of her before.  I actually thought she was a drag queen and was shocked at how plastic every part of her appeared from the broad shoulders and overly large breasts to the oddly slackened face causing me to believe that everything about her was artificial.

It’s great to use skin lotions, creams are not as effective I’m finding out.  Start when you’re young and keep it up.  It helps with fine lines plus helps protect your skin against pollution, depending on the quality of your product.  Having a beauty regime is fun and so nice to pamper yourself like that.  If you want a nip and tuck here or there, that’s your business but keep it real.  Laugh lines around the eyes and mouth are great and make you who you are.  Shows you’ve lived and enjoyed it.

I called this one “40 years hard time.”

Daily Prompt: Meandering Through Life

A little meandering is good for the soul.

But you don’t want to do it indefinitely.

Many who take a straight course of action in their lives wonder later if they have made the right choice.  They seem to think that since they knew what they wanted early in life and went straight to it, they must have missed out on so much.  I envy those people.  I believe most of what they missed was heartache, indecision and problems because the grass is never greener than in your own backyard.

I always wanted something else.  It’s not that I thought something or someone was not good enough for me, but I was never satisfied.  I knew there was something wrong with me because I was never happy.  I wasn’t depressed but lived to strive for things.  Jobs, competing for juried art shows, certain friends or a man who happened to catch my eye for the moment.  Nothing ever made me feel elated as I had hoped so I just kept searching because I knew it was out there somewhere.

I loved the thrill of the hunt.  I know this now.  I think that’s why I loved to shop.  Always looking for treasures.  Some called me “fickle” in ways of the heart.  I’m surprised they didn’t see that this was how I was with everything in my life.  Why I studied for years in college and never got a degree, changing my majors and studies all the time.  Granted, I’m impulsive but it’s honestly like I must have it all, eat it all up.  Glad I’m not like that with food.  It’s not that I’m easily distracted.  In everything I remained focused and disciplined until I achieved the desired result.

I have studied so many visual arts, even asking to work with artists I met at shows if I liked their technique in oil,  pastels or whatever their medium was.  It’s not like I was constantly quitting  either.  I studied most of these things for many years and still dabble.  Learned to play piano, organ, guitar, banjo and mandolin.  I started taking dance lessons at age 3 and my music lessons soon after.  The dancing was not my idea at the time and I sometimes wonder if my early training in so many things taught me to crave a varied schedule throughout my life.   I have studied Russian ballet, tap, jazz, modern, various folk dancing such as Hawaiian, Tahitian, Flamenco & Belly Dancing, and then later teaching it as well.

When finally forced to work for a living I did various things enjoying my work and the people until I didn’t then looking to move on to something bigger and better, always more money.   Sometimes that’s a grave mistake.  I was looking for something that would fill the void that I still feel today.  Sadly I now know what that is, but won’t get into it, too complicated.

You don’t want to live your entire life wondering what you want to be when you grow up because one day you will find yourself totally lost.  Find your anchor, whatever it is.

 

Daily Prompt: Uncompromising Ain’t Popular

I used to be popular,

When I was a doormat.

When I tried to become another accessory,

Those that liked to wipe their feet went away.

Most relationships are followers and leaders.  Victims or victimizers.  Opposites do attract in this manner.   Lovers or Friends it doesn’t really seem to matter.

I went from unassertive and wishy-washy like my passive aggressive mom taught me to strong and uncompromising.  I can’t say for sure what the catalyst really was because I’m sure there was more than one.  Just trying to survive a severely dysfunctional “kill or be killed” atmosphere will do it.  This is why many of us survivors of abuse suffer from PTSD, not just actual soldiers.  We lived in a war zone most if not all of our lives and that takes a psychological toll on you, like it or not.

My younger sister was always headstrong and acted out in anger in constant condemnation of our mother and how she was “spineless” and “Queen of Denial.”  Since my head was in the clouds back then never wanting to believe anything was wrong, I had no idea what she was talking about.  I thought she was an evil little traitor who judged everyone harshly and it was not until many years and counseling sessions later that I got what she was talking about.  She always told me that she did not want to become like our spineless mother so she went in the opposite direction of not just becoming very belligerent and uncompromising, but doing all kinds of crazy, impulsive things trying to feel better.

She was later treated for psychosis and I feel that she suffered from borderline personality disorder when I see the symptoms.  I feel that I have some of the same traits myself when it comes to trust.  It makes you look “paranoid” when actually your history with those that were supposed to have been your loved ones, proves you right not to trust.  In fact you would have to be crazy to trust others.  She always said, “If you can’t trust your parents, who can you trust?”  And she was spot on.  Like many so called mentally ill, they sometimes see what the rest of us can’t or don’t want to.

After menopause I began to behave a lot like my sister, some of my relatives said so and that was not a compliment, they were basically telling me I was acting “crazy.”  This does not mean they were correct.  Do I have issues?  I would think so, most of us do, but can I manage?  So far.  Am I happy?  Not always.  But I know up from down, right from wrong and I’m not into substance abuse or any abuse so that’s a huge difference.  Medications and alcohol can really effect you adversely, even prescribed.  People try to belittle the Christian’s use of Christ as a “crutch” but that’s exactly what He wants us to do.  Prayer is a life saver.

Many times when you stop fitting other folks image they have of you, they think there is something wrong with you.  When you don’t make things easy and are tired of being played you appear uncompromising to them because you are.  Let them work with you for once.  One time I actually had an instance that got me thinking “why am I always the one who does everything, the one that apologizes first” and left the ball in their court.  The ball never came back, as I knew it wouldn’t.  Sometimes I hate it when I’m right.