I hear it will set you free. We all want to be free, don’t we?
I hear it will set you free. We all want to be free, don’t we?
I woke this morning in a fretful state thinking about our last year in America. I am beyond disgusted because I know that our country has always obeyed specific laws in the past that prevented the mass corruption and completed unlawfulness that has been going on even before Hillary Clinton threw her hissy fit after losing the election ordering her flying monkeys to overthrow our rightfully elected president. I laughed at Jim Carey’s very incorrect portrait of Hillary that looked a lot like Trump instead. And I thought President Trump was the buffoon!
That in itself should get her arrested were she not being protected by other corrupt individuals. Many things she’s guilty of should have gotten her charged by now. It’s good to be the queen, only she ain’t sittin’ on that Throne and if she can’t have it, no one can! This is what it looks like to me. A narcissist thrown in such a psychotic rage she will not quit until she destroys everyone in her path, much like one of those evil cartoon witches most of us grew up hating.
Many of us continue to say “Thank God” that Donald Trump was elected because so many lies and so much corruption is now being exposed like some diabolical freak show. I still see articles by the mainstream media and other liberal posts that continue to condemn Trump for silly things, nothing criminal but only the lies and rumors spread by the losing party. Trying to link his name to corruption and negative things that I’m sure the Democrats were actually behind. It takes a while to Dr up convincing fake evidence against your enemy but these little creeps don’t think they will eventually be found out. All criminals have that in common. Stupidity. Still ain’t no cure for stupid.
We have never had so much evil disrespect to any president including threats to his very life! All because some foolish people started spewing angry hatred out of jealousy and fear that their sins of corruption would finally be made public. The Democrats have many on their payroll so to speak. There are so many favors given back and forth between all involved in this massive cover up that all you have to do is start searching folks online to see who they know and knew and worked for and who did who “favors” in the past and look at their current little “stunts” and you know what is going on. It’s so evident and you can’t hide stuff anymore with our technology.
But first you have to be a decent person. A person that is repulsed by criminal behavior and not just another criminal yourself as so many are. My years in criminal investigation and enforcement action for the Federal Government has soured me somewhat on human nature in general when you see so many playing games, catching them in lies trying to get away with things. I don’t have any sympathy for the devil or his minions so to speak.
I went from unassertive and wishy-washy like my passive aggressive mom taught me to strong and uncompromising. I can’t say for sure what the catalyst really was because I’m sure there was more than one. Just trying to survive a severely dysfunctional “kill or be killed” atmosphere will do it. This is why many of us survivors of abuse suffer from PTSD, not just actual soldiers. We lived in a war zone most if not all of our lives and that takes a psychological toll on you, like it or not.
My younger sister was always headstrong and acted out in anger in constant condemnation of our mother and how she was “spineless” and “Queen of Denial.” Since my head was in the clouds back then never wanting to believe anything was wrong, I had no idea what she was talking about. I thought she was an evil little traitor who judged everyone harshly and it was not until many years and counseling sessions later that I got what she was talking about. She always told me that she did not want to become like our spineless mother so she went in the opposite direction of not just becoming very belligerent and uncompromising, but doing all kinds of crazy, impulsive things trying to feel better.
She was later treated for psychosis and I feel that she suffered from borderline personality disorder when I see the symptoms. I feel that I have some of the same traits myself when it comes to trust. It makes you look “paranoid” when actually your history with those that were supposed to have been your loved ones, proves you right not to trust. In fact you would have to be crazy to trust others. She always said, “If you can’t trust your parents, who can you trust?” And she was spot on. Like many so called mentally ill, they sometimes see what the rest of us can’t or don’t want to.
After menopause I began to behave a lot like my sister, some of my relatives said so and that was not a compliment, they were basically telling me I was acting “crazy.” This does not mean they were correct. Do I have issues? I would think so, most of us do, but can I manage? So far. Am I happy? Not always. But I know up from down, right from wrong and I’m not into substance abuse or any abuse so that’s a huge difference. Medications and alcohol can really effect you adversely, even prescribed. People try to belittle the Christian’s use of Christ as a “crutch” but that’s exactly what He wants us to do. Prayer is a life saver.
Many times when you stop fitting other folks image they have of you, they think there is something wrong with you. When you don’t make things easy and are tired of being played you appear uncompromising to them because you are. Let them work with you for once. One time I actually had an instance that got me thinking “why am I always the one who does everything, the one that apologizes first” and left the ball in their court. The ball never came back, as I knew it wouldn’t. Sometimes I hate it when I’m right.
There is no real “law” of reciprocity in life. You will not always reap what you sow but many times what you sow will somehow disappear, usually by being ignored or stolen by someone else.
That being said, life is seldom if ever fair. Once you face this, you will understand a lot in your life and hopefully live it with great care to your decisions and how they effect you and everything around you.
Not everything is your fault or your responsibility. You cannot control other people or situations to a large degree so don’t try. Do what you can, what you must, but sometimes you just have to let things play out.
It is said that “things will pass” but that does not mean that it will not damage or even destroy some of us. We have seen it or sadly experienced it.
We all differ in our resilience but developing intestinal fortitude will carry you though most of life’s challenges.
It’s OK to let someone else do it. Regardless of some of the hype, you can’t have it all or even some of it at times regardless of how hard you try or how much you want it.
Just “believing” means nothing. What do you believe in? It could be a Fairy tale and that would be foolish. Believe in yourself to keep trying. Believing in God to give you the strength to keep your faith is something worth believing.
Will try 2 B short & 2 the point.****foul language warning****4 the faint of heart.
The first thing I thought following our latest of mass murder in a school. Why the fuck is there still no security for our schools or places of worship? These are the most precious & easily targeted places for some weak-minded loser filled with hate to take out his anger as he was taught to do by our mainstream entertainment industry. That coupled with the type of coverage the Mainstream news media gives these cowards is even more incentive to be famous! Everyone wants to be famous, don’t they? Movies make evil people look like feared, indestructible bad asses when in truth they are weak, sick cowardly dumb asses not worth the powder to blow them to hell.
It’s obvious these fools have no empathy or compassion. They’ve never heard of the Golden Rule & you can thank the demonic atheists working feverishly to remove the Word of God from every place their little cloven hooves can take them as well as banning all prayer from schools, because U know how bad that used to be for us. No kids were ever shot back then & they just couldn’t stand it.
The hypocrisy of America is impossible for me to stomach. Some mainstream media & celebrities make me physically ill with anger at the lies, the open hatred & the evil agendas they promote while protecting folks far more dangerous than those they openly condemn. The liberal media’s constant promoting of mass murder to the most innocent in our abortion clinics while condemning the school shooting is beyond hypocritical. They are more dangerous than any shooter having caused far more deaths with their rhetoric & propaganda but the babies are not killed with guns.
Guns are the key issue with a large faction of this government that is wishing for global control one day very soon. They know exactly what they intend to impose on the public & what a normal reaction would be. You cannot enslave people who’s very country is based on a belief in human rights & freedom, guns or no guns.
Many facts are coming to light that will not bode well for the FBI & other state & local government areas regarding this latest shooting from the way it was handled during the actual incident to the many previous warnings that were ignored. Why would this be ignored? Would our government give orders to allow innocent school children to be murdered as a further ploy for disarming the public? They have no problem with the mass murder of the unborn so I’m sure this won’t cause many sleepless nights either.
If I were a parent with a child in public school they would be withdrawn until the school could promise their safety. I would demand changes in all procedures including metal detectors & only certain points of entry with armed guards. There is nothing hard or unreasonable about this scenario & we only have one faction to blame for our culture deteriorating to this level. Liberalism. It will eventually go down in history as the most dangerous insidious fascist group in the world. Remember, during the time of the Nazi’s & the slave owners when they had the voice, they insisted they were the good guys.
No child left behind my ass!
Things wrong with our society, culture, world…
Chain migration, forced busing, anything where any human beings are artificially moved and placed where they don’t belong or don’t really wish to be is wrong and the fact that no one appears to notice this is worse. It is completely unfair to all the people involved and those doing the forcing and the manipulation of others need to be forcibly stopped themselves. Those who use force must be shown force for the good of everyone.
Some of our problems have been caused by simply choosing to ignore bad or dangerous behavior of others for what ever reason, especially those that have deemed themselves better than the rest of their society. Humans tend to go along with others they think superior to themselves. Being falsely told this repeatedly by the mainstream media makes some believe the lies spoken must be true. I notice all of the changes they demand on others never effect where or how they personally live. This needs to be brought to their attention because if it isn’t there is a huge possibility that their detached, unreasonable and dangerous decisions will bring about actions and much needed reactions in others that will not bode well for them in the end.
Jews were forced places as well, so were the Japanese, blacks and many others throughout history. Men need to stop trying to force their issues and ideas onto others that really want no part of it. They need to learn to live and let others live their own lives. They especially need to learn to share, stop playing corrupt, manipulative games for their own personal gains while everyone else loses.
We are not on this earth to be forced to do anything to help a few achieve their own selfish goals to our own detriment. This selfish behavior is considered normal because of their careful indoctrination of the peasants. Humans are such control freaks by nature, the most dangerous of all the species and will sooner or later cause their own extinction. Maybe this is a good thing. You have to wonder what our problem really is.
Now that I am older, wiser and fully awake I no longer pray very much except to thank Him for everything. I now speak to God because I have so many questions. One of the main ones is why on earth of all the animals we have such an intelligent mind over any other life form but are also so much more devious and dangerous than any of them. Since when does a higher intellect make anyone more evil? Maybe when you look to yourself for guidance and not to God? Seems clear as crystal to me. How did His Son tell us to live? “LOVE ONE ANOTHER!”
Never in any spiritual teaching are we supposed to harm and take advantage of anyone. Never are we supposed to be destroyers and liars, but builders and teachers of truth. Our culture is now being run by narcissistic psychopaths who answer to no one and mock the very idea of God. They are completely at a loss to explain everything created with design around them, so they come out with “Intelligent Design” or some completely fictional “Science” theory. They think by using the word “Science,” which is the study of facts that I believe have a physical basis in fact, in front of the word “Theory” which is complete fiction someone thought up, it makes it believable or true. To someone who is naive or well indoctrinated to this nonsense it passes as fact.
The insanity of this is these scientific theories are now given more credence by the mainstream of our culture than religion, but in fact there is more proof of a God’s existence than any fictional narcissistic theory someone cooks up. My theory is that man will render himself extinct with his own diabolical ego. That we are a species of evil, demonic as the fallen angel himself and we only have one chance to prove ourselves, one life. We can continue our selfishness and stupidity or we can humble ourselves before God and ask Him for the wisdom and guidance to live in His world the way He intended. No one else can make this choice for you no matter who they think they are.