Musings or Rants?

Now more than ever these words are so true. Written over 6 years ago, I never dreamed the extent the media was going to be a real danger to everyone.

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Musings of a Menopausal Maven

I believe the difference between musings and rants are in the eyes and minds of the beholders.  One woman’s musing is another man’s rant or vice versa.

Most people would not describe ideas brought forth from Rush Limbaugh to be musings, but more likely to be labeled rants.  Why?  Because most of the media that describes him are liberals that are in direct opposition to his way of thinking.  If you agree with someone they are musing about subjects and incidents, if you oppose their ideology, even if they are correct or make sense, they are ranting.  This is the way others try to control the way people are seen and incidents are described.  It is called biased reporting and it is done everyday.  You will never hear just plain facts, nor complete information on Network news, or on the so-called conservative news stations as well.  Everyone has their own agendas…

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There is Something Wrong

Because it needs more Godly things. 

The world is quickly descending into hell.  There’s no denying it. 

The Godless fools of our society have slowly taken over all of our media outlets, formed well-funded organizations that have financed their specific agenda of evil.  Not all of us are falling for it, thankfully.  I have a problem with the aggressiveness of evil.  The open hypocrisy of it.  Evil has no shame and does not have the ability to see that good can see what it is nor does it seem to care.

God’s people have always put up with random acts of evil throughout time but through a very short span of time now it has managed to ramp up to ridiculous levels in this country after atheists have gotten their way.  Still trying to figure out how a handful of idiots can control the entire world now.  If it was not so unjust and evil I could laugh at anyone taking a fool’s word seriously.

Now we have women falsely crying rape against someone simply because they don’t share their same values or political agenda.  Now thanks to some making a mockery of the #MeToo movement, real victims of sexual assault will no longer be believer either.  There has to be more reason than this for anyone to actually lie about another to ruin them, to actually murder them, even if only figuratively.  How strange that a group of women so vilely hate filled would foam at the mouth if they cannot continue their “human sacrificing” of the most defenseless, without voice or any choice of their own.  Who can be this cruel?  Who is so mindless and empty that they can follow any agenda this disgustingly evil?  Is Planned Parenthood this big?  Well then it definitely needs to be stopped.

They are liken to witches in a coven cackling around their cauldrons, calling out curses, making actual human sacrifices more diabolical than any horror movie known to man and some LOVE them, WORSHIP these heathen from hell.  It’s unbelievable how foul a human being can be and still think themselves human at all.

I remember the rage that Christ had when he saw the money changers defiling God’s house.  How much more enraged would He be in today’s society seeing the sluts of the universe defiling themselves, God and the sanctity of all human life in wanton wholesale murder of the most innocent.  They will wish they were never born and many of them already feel this way, they are wretches of human beings without compassion or sanity.  They need to be in prisons or mental hospitals because they are a danger to themselves and others.  This used to be a stipulation of why some were committed.  These crazy bitches definitely need to be committed to mental hospitals.  Evil is not just a “difference of opinion,” anymore than the 9/11 attack was so no one try to go down that road and insult my intelligence.

Jesus called it when He said there will be a day when they will say “Blessed are the barren” Luke 23:29,  I thought as a kid this sounded crazy.  Little did I know that time would be now and it IS CRAZY!!!  Only crazy people think this way.  By nature we have the desire not just for random sex, but to mate for life and procreate.  It’s hard-wired into our being.  Do you realize how we are being “reprogrammed” by the nut job demonic mainstream media entertainment industry that controls everything in this country, therefore it controls all feeble little minds?  Thankfully I am intelligent enough to see through their BS.

Anyone can figure out that Christine Ford was put up to this obvious lie by the desperate Democratic Party who have lots of money.  They know how to launder it so it can’t be traced back to them so if she were to be audited or investigated by an actual honest government official, all she she has to do is pretend to write a half ass book and all her new-found wealth will be from the sales of a book of lies that no one will ever buy.  It’s the MO of these criminals.  The Democratic Party no longer exists.  It’s now officially the Demonrat Party per Twitter hashtags.

No one can back up her claims that “maybe something happened,” she can’t remember most of it but knows her “attacker” was Brett Kavanaugh.  The man with a stellar reputation, much like President Trump had until he pissed off the wrong people by existing, competing and winning.  If you become a problem to evil, look out.  They are ruthless, but thankfully they are also stupid as hell and give themselves away every time if you are spiritually awake.   Unless you are just as stupid and evil as they are, you see what’s really going on and won’t have a thing to do with it.  She also happens to be a pussyhat progressive that hates President Trump.  My, what a coincidence.

Women who are willing to risk everything for the pleasure of murdering their own children make a mockery of human life in general.  They are hypocrites who are not willing to make the sacrifice needed to take care of another human being if it’s an inconvenience.  How many other lives are inconvenient?   Much like Judge Brett Kavanaugh, who is currently in their way because they are so afraid a decent man like that will vote against abortion on demand.

If he was really as evil as they claim, then he would be the last person that would vote against abortion so something is totally not making sense here.  I posted on a previous blog of mine, Stupidity & Evil always work hand in hand.  You can’t have one without the other.  Much like when Jesus was being crucified and He asked God to forgive the idiots that were murdering him.  They had as much spiritual enlightenment as insects and Jesus knew this and felt sorry for the vile creeps.  Me, I try, but I just can’t muster that much compassion for that kind of evil.  In that respect, evil better slow its roll or suffer the consequences of “cause and effect.”  For every action there is a reaction.

Does Freedom Ultimately Destroy?

It’s obvious that many simply can not handle their own freedom.  You see this when they use it to harm others and even themselves with ill thought out or destructive actions.

There are many sayings regarding mortal man’s stupidity of nature.  “Give him enough rope and he’ll hang himself.”  “She’s a danger to herself and others.”  “Talk sense to a fool and he calls you foolish.”  “Two things are infinite: the universe and man’s stupidity; and I’m not sure about the universe.”

I’m sure of one thing, egomaniacs cannot control themselves.  The minute you give them any attention or encouragement, they go completely berserk.  Just like tiny tots trying to show off and beg for attention, that eventually realize they are not the center of the universe, many of the exhibitionists on social media ride the high of adoration until something shakes them back to earth.  Usually an online bully or troll is more than happy to oblige in the task of “reality checking” them.  Not that their critiques are accurate.

Freedom is great if you know what to do with it.  You were never supposed to be using it to cause harm to others, hence the fact we have always been a nation of laws.  No one that abuses their freedoms should be allowed to have them.  This includes those that use their freedom with power to give themselves more freedom and power than the rest of us so that they are guaranteed no one can ever stop them.  We all need to have our limitations. 

 

Is Denial Racism?

So…..

I have put off writing a post describing my experience finally getting my DNA tested.

I had written a previous post about racism called “Racism 101” and what I knew about it at the end of 2014.  I didn’t state all my issues at that time and probably never will because I don’t know much.  I tune unpleasant things out all the time.

So, is denial racism?

I have to explain something that I did not state in my previous 2014 post.  Everything in my family was a BIG secret!  No one in our family ever told amusing antidotes about anything or anyone.  No warm family memories were ever shared that I can remember.  We used to have more relatives around, because more were alive, when I was a child.  I’m sure the grownups must have exchanged witty repartee when us kids went to bed.

My father told us he was part “Indian” or what PC now refers to as Native American.  My mother was more complicated.  She had dark olive skin and very frizzy black hair but bright blue eyes, which I did not inherit but my sister had.  Once we were asked by our teachers in elementary school to find out our nationality so we could share this for Geography class.  Sounds ominous now and my mother didn’t like it back then either.  She said “You are an American.”  I was upset and saying no, what country did our family come from.  She refused to offer any information and told me to tell my teacher our family are Americans and that’s all she needs to know.  I knew my mom was not happy.

When I came home from class I told my mom that I know what she is now.  I remember her laughing when I said this and saying “Oh yeah, what am I?”  I knew she was darker than the rest of us, all of her children were very fair compared to her and some of her father’s family.  Some of us are a little darker skin wise and yellow or olive but none of us have her black hair.  One of the children in my class was the same color as my mom and he said he was Italian.  I told my mom I knew she was Italian.  She just started to laugh and said, “no, I’m not Italian.”  That was not quite true.

She really was not sure what races or nationalities she really was.  Things of that nature were never discussed in our household or with my friends either.  Only the racist mainstream media speaks of such things anyway, we all know that.  When I was an older teen I was rummaging through my grams drawers just to see what was in there.  I used to find old compacts, mirrors and all kinds of odd stuff.  I came across a stack of pictures buried in her clothing.  I could tell it was her when she was a teenager with some “dark guy with a fro.”  He sort of looked Cuban.

I took the pictures over to my gram and asked who that guy was with her in them.  She was irate to say the least.  “What are you doing in my drawers!  It’s none of your damn business who this is.”  Kind of an odd reaction.  Even when I try to make sense of it today, I can’t.  Who acts like that about an ex husband?  Why wouldn’t you say  “Oh that’s just your grandfather and me when we were young.”  Is that denial, is that racism? 

I knew that’s who it was so when I told my mom later what happened she said, “Oh that’s probably pictures of my dad.”  I asked her if she had ever seen them and she said no.  I asked her why not and she swung around and snapped “Didn’t you know I was a passer?”  I asked her what that was and she said “A person that passes for white.”  She had told me that she would overhear some of her German family talk about her dad’s family as “washed out colored people” when she was a kid.  I wasn’t sure what that meant and I didn’t really care.

I didn’t pay much attention to this short conversation and lived my life.  My sister-in-law had gotten her DNA done many years ago.  My sister did this as well.  I never cared about the results, of which my sister kept saying how she was “part black” which I ignored because I didn’t care.  Now I wish I would have pushed for more details.  I never saw her results which was actually done through a hospital.  I remember once when she was young they thought she had sickle cell.  I don’t know if my mom said anything to the Doctors at that time but I’m sure they could see her coloring.

I am going to share my DNA results that I received at the beginning of the year which shows that my mother must have some African, but mostly Mediterranean on her fathers side since I inherited a small amount myself.  Actually I’m a quarter Iberian/Italian & African DNA wise.  The one I am most shocked to see is the quarter Scandinavian I inherited.  I knew about the British Isle stuff, minus Great Britain apparently.  It was fun to finally do this though.

What’s strange is my fascination to all things Moroccan and Egyptian since I was tiny.  Not counting how long I studied their music and culture as an adult as small as that percentage is in my DNA.  It made me more aware of all these various countries and their cultures since I have lived my life as an American in America eating hot dogs and watching baseball because that’s what we are supposed to do, right?

So even though some of my white family knew the stories about my mother’s family’s heritage when I sent some of them my results, I was met with silence.  Then when I finally heard from them it was, “I don’t think this is accurate” or sometimes “these places make mistakes.”  So….is denial racism, because that’s how I took it.  I took it that they freaked when they saw a tiny part of my DNA was African.  Maybe I am just being too sensitive because I never bothered to actually ask them what part they thought was the “mistake.”

More to come regarding the quest for my real identity!

 

 

Heaven and Hell & Being Someone’s Hero

I thought of this title when I was commenting on Facebook regarding a story about yet another loser on God’s earth and I think why?  Why be a freaking loser idiot instead of someone’s hero?  What has gotten into some, as if I even have to ask.

Who are raising these demon seeds that don’t seem to have any compassion, conscience or any concept of doing unto others as they would have done unto them?  And just how crazy is crazy if you are just super angry and want to lash out at others because you never learned self control growing up?  Years ago kids acting devilish had the devil beat out of them.  We didn’t have psychos running around like we do now because the bad influence of TV was not there and punishment was liberally doled out as needed.

I know that many of these nut-balls end up shooting themselves at the end of their hellacious temper tantrums but I do believe that most if not all of these could have and should have been prevented by raising them in the Word, teaching them discipline and letting them be aware of the truth.  The truth about hell.

I’m a firm believer that if you don’t have all the information, you can’t possible make an intelligent decision or even a fair one.  There but for the Grace of God, and the information needed, you go to hell.  Not fair for all involved.  Innocent victims that are maimed or lose their lives and another demon seed in hell we don’t need.  All because of parental neglect or ignorance that is government sanctified.  Yes I blame the fact that the liberals have made it appear those mean old religious people are just trying to cramp everyone’s style.  Sadly, this is the world you get when the Word of God and truth is silenced and the liberal agenda of “if it feels good do it” prevails.  Feeling good for one person does not always feel good for another.  However walking in the Word teaches you to be kind and treat others as you wish to be treated.

When a school gets shot up, I know why it happened.  When a murdering heathen kidnaps, rapes and kills some poor woman, I know the reason.  The Network news anchors that are paid by the liberal owners are only allowed to say what they are told to say and they all ask why, even though the reason is obvious to anyone with half a brain.  The people who demand that all sin be accepted as normal and who say you are hateful or unreasonable to expect others to follow law and order, will always be in the dark about why evil happens because they are evil.  They are the cause but can’t admit it to themselves.   The dark will not accept the light and will always be in ignorance.

There is scripture to that end that is kind of frightening but important to remember if you are confused about why this is so.  They don’t hunger for God and are unworthy to know the truth.

Those that hate Christ, will always hate good.  Dark hates the light.  Light will uncover the truth and you can’t have darkness when it’s lit up like a fire-ball with righteousness.  It appears that many in charge of things now resented their parents and the rules they had to abide by.  They are like spoiled little children because they were never made to mature as they needed to.  They hated being told what to do so they have decided to go by their own set of rules and have managed to turn the tables on decent people by demanding their sick, unholy rules now be the ones we all must abide by.

That’s not going to happen.  Luckily we do have the United States Constitution and a Bill of Rights that prevent control freaks from going too far with their dominance.  Many in high positions are trying their darndest to take away all of our rights, but not in a way that looks like they are trying to overthrow our country from within.  It’s actually pretty easy for them since most people really don’t seem to care much anymore about rights or infringement on them.  Many of the ignorant indoctrinated want to give their freedoms away and take us with them.  They can go straight to hell and probably will one day.  Just because some are foolish does not mean the rest of us should suffer.

Thank God that most of us can only be pushed so far and hopefully most will wake up before this country becomes so dangerous that we dare not venture out anywhere without massive weaponry.  I understand anger, but don’t understand evil because I was raised to completely understand that if I didn’t want something done to me, I wouldn’t dream of doing it to someone else.  There are those that do unto others before they have something done unto them or just do whatever they can to anyone to get something for nothing.  I have to admit I have worked hard my entire life and would not know what if feels like to just take something that I did not earn.  I am a very honorable person and am saddened to find fewer people that are just like me as time goes by.  Most couldn’t even give you the definition of integrity anymore.

I may have been used once or twice in my life, but I can sleep at night.  I’m sure many evil folks have no problem sleeping as well because they don’t have anything of substance inside of them.  They are what I call true losers.  To me a loser is someone who does not get the real meaning of their own existence and does not think enough of themselves to believe they are capable of earning or accomplishing things honestly.  I would much rather be some humble hero doing the right thing plodding through life that no one ever heard of then some world-renowned fool that selfishly hurts others.

You can say you don’t believe in hell, but unless you have some kind of proof that it does not exist you are playing very fast and loose with your own soul.  There could very well be a basis in fact for the long-held belief of eternal suffering of damnable evil who think they are so cool in their defiance now, but I wonder how cool they’re going to feel later on when they have lost what little control they were fooling themselves into thinking they had for their short time on earth?

All Life is Sacred or None is

You cannot pick and choose what human life has value.  It’s not possible.  You can say a monster is not human therefore has no value and you might be right but you certainly can’t say that someone does not have value by what they look like.  Simply for their physical appearance or age.

A society that loses the ability to recognize the sacred, will self destruct, much like we are doing now.  The hypocrisy cannot be contained because to allow some innocent lives to be lost and viciously scream for the blood of the unborn in the streets wearing vagina hats makes the plight of children of criminals pale in comparison especially when they have their life, but don’t have an ideal circumstance for the moment.  The progressives forget, most of us “deplorables” don’t have great circumstances either.  Then there is the crying over suicides of some while women are encouraged to end an innocent life that has no say in the matter simply because some dunce said this grave injustice was “just.”  There is no justice in evil.

Praying For the Truth to Finally Come Out

Anyone else waiting for the 2016 election to finally be over?  Yeah, me too.  I do know I will never vote Democrat again after all this nonsense.  I will say that I finally see who the bad guys are as we all have.  If you don’t think what they have done and continue to do is beyond contempt, you must be one of them.  Good luck with that.

As John Lennon Wrote in a song, “All I want is the Truth, just Gimme Some Truth!”  A nice hot steaming cup of the stuff!

They can’t keep the trickery up forever.  Sooner or later they show their hand.  Since most people suck, just grab the popcorn and watch the show, it will all come out sooner or later.  The blame game is about to come to an end.  Most have laid their cards on the table.  For me it’s a done deal, but I still want those responsible for the rumors, lies and trouble making to be exposed and silenced.

There are real problems in this world without the onslaught of non-stop propaganda that insults the intelligence.  The ramping up of the lies against President Trump came conveniently right after his progress with North Korea.  I bet that really frosted Hillary’s cupcake!  Her gang had to do something to make it all better for her so they make up all these stories of how horrible the illegals are being treated when it is absolutely NO different from when Obama or Bush was in office.  Obama administration was worse at first, before all the buses of parentless young men started being shipped into our country for God knows what nefarious reason, calling them “children.”  Yeah right.  Read to them before they go down for their naps.

This promotion of undocumented people only promotes child sex rings that grow more popular all the time as well as all kinds of exploitation of these poor people from slave labor to prostitution.  Anyone promoting “Open Borders” is either very ignorant or must benefit from this inhumanity in some way.  And these heathen have the nerve to call Trump the one being inhumane, after they continuously block any progress for DACA or immigration changes of any kind.

Whoever is playing these evil, ignorant little games will be sorry to God when this country finally does fail. They will wish they were never born because they have never had it bad, ever, hence their bombastic stupidity and selfishness.