Daily Prompt: Having Patience for the Diabolical Hypocrisy

Of the current liberal left mainstream agenda.

This is true of their views on just about anything and everything.  It’s like they are being deliberately stupid or maybe they are as evil as they appear.  How do you not see when you say things that make no sense at all or when you are being so unjust, unfair and nonsensical that it defies logic or truth?

Journalism has been destroyed by all the wealthy that have taken ownership of all the various news sources in America and probably in the world where they could.  These are the Global elitists who have everything to gain if they weaken certain countries and then send someone like the UN to help with the resulting civil unrest they have caused with their hateful rhetoric and propaganda.  Once a country is weakened like that it’s ripe for takeover from any entity that has the money and the armies big enough.  Read your history books.

I realize the very young and naive may not see what is going on right now.  I never noticed stuff when I was young because I was too distracted by my real life and stupid stuff instead of anything so complex and important as Global takeover and political corruption.  I always thought they were conspiracies from crazy people.  Oh, how I wish that were true but we can all see what has transpired since their candidate was not elected last year and she melted down screaming for “resistance” which is just a fancy way to say overthrow your own government because I did not get in.

Can you imagine if she did?  The horror of everything remaining status quo and appearing to look normal as the country continues to be gutted, mired in corruption and cover-ups until it was too late.  More crime and lowering standard of living to allow for any third world stranger to make themselves at home with no intention of becoming a model citizen while being told we had it too good for too long and we better get used to our new horrible culture and uncertain future.  No thanks.

From the time that Donald Trump, who did have a good reputation beforehand, decided to throw his hat in the ring the mainstream media has painted him in the worst light they could promoting all kinds of rumors and lies about him while covering up every real sin the Democratic candidate committed.  They would condemn him loudly every time he had the nerve to defend himself against anything that was being said or done against him.  I won’t go into the particulars right now but plan to in a future post where I will document the facts regarding both of these candidates to the best of my knowledge, not including rumors about either one of them that are found online.

The latest hypocrisy to me is the sudden caring about the lives of children after yet another school shooting and pretending that more gun control will stop this.  They know better but I believe that it’s someone’s agenda to see the citizens completely at the mercy of their government, the very reason the founding fathers wrote up our Constitution that so many are now speaking against.  No one should trust anyone that is against the United States Constitution.  No one has a right to speak out against it or they may as well leave this country because we will not be overthrown by the current dangerous faction trying to take over with obvious communist indoctrination now widely taught in our schools as well.

The same people screaming about gun control, because they care so much about the lives of children, don’t give a damn about all the babies being brutally mass murdered in this sick, perverted culture of death in America.  The marching cuntheads say it all.  Vile and despicable, has become the new hero, the popular kids, the ones that hate Trump and anything or anyone of decency and family values.  Break up the family and you become even more dependent on your government for assistance and that’s just what some have in mind.

While these mainstream “white” journalists hypocritically speak about the “white privilege”, they probably all have but most white folk have never experienced, they exploit the lives taken in this recent school shooting in Florida while completely ignoring all the children of color that die in “gun controlled” Chicago every week.  I guess their lives are not as important as white suburban children because that’s what I’m getting from the way everything is being reported regarding their continued deaths and the complete lack of real concern or condemnation.  The fact that abortion and those who support is are always shown in a positive light by our media shows me what they really think about the lives of the poor and minority in our country.  Where are Black Lives Matter concern for real problems of their race instead of protesting when a thug is killed by a cop while resisting arrest after a crime?



Daily Prompt: Never Say Wrinkle to an Old Person

Smile when you say wrinkle to me.  I hate growing old.  Growing older is fine but when you actually begin the aging process, it ain’t pretty.  The wrinkles are just a tiny part of all the other things that begin to fail inside and out of your soul’s shell.

I will never forget being repulsed as a child to see old men and women masks used for something to make you look scary or funny at Halloween time.  Keep laughing until it’s you.  Even as a child I thought this quite odd and offensive but obviously most don’t get it til they walk a mile in their wrinkles.

You don’t see wrinkles on television or movies with most now, their faces slackened as a corpse from overdosing on Botox.  I was watching some Community episodes on my DVD’s and realized that the actors once attractive faces looked ghastly by the third season.  You could see most using Botox with wrinkles and expression lines completely absent giving them a very different, unnatural appearance.

I understand face lifts or mini ones and some cosmetic surgery that really improve your looks or make you appear youthful but I don’t get any procedure that takes your identity away.  I will pick on someone right now.  Wendy Williams.  Not a fan but I respect her as a person because we actually agree on many things.  I first noticed her on “Dancing with the Stars” because I don’t watch much TV and had never heard of her before.  I actually thought she was a drag queen and was shocked at how plastic every part of her appeared from the broad shoulders and overly large breasts to the oddly slackened face causing me to believe that everything about her was artificial.

It’s great to use skin lotions, creams are not as effective I’m finding out.  Start when you’re young and keep it up.  It helps with fine lines plus helps protect your skin against pollution, depending on the quality of your product.  Having a beauty regime is fun and so nice to pamper yourself like that.  If you want a nip and tuck here or there, that’s your business but keep it real.  Laugh lines around the eyes and mouth are great and make you who you are.  Shows you’ve lived and enjoyed it.

I called this one “40 years hard time.”

Daily Prompt: Meandering Through Life

A little meandering is good for the soul.

But you don’t want to do it indefinitely.

Many who take a straight course of action in their lives wonder later if they have made the right choice.  They seem to think that since they knew what they wanted early in life and went straight to it, they must have missed out on so much.  I envy those people.  I believe most of what they missed was heartache, indecision and problems because the grass is never greener than in your own backyard.

I always wanted something else.  It’s not that I thought something or someone was not good enough for me, but I was never satisfied.  I knew there was something wrong with me because I was never happy.  I wasn’t depressed but lived to strive for things.  Jobs, competing for juried art shows, certain friends or a man who happened to catch my eye for the moment.  Nothing ever made me feel elated as I had hoped so I just kept searching because I knew it was out there somewhere.

I loved the thrill of the hunt.  I know this now.  I think that’s why I loved to shop.  Always looking for treasures.  Some called me “fickle” in ways of the heart.  I’m surprised they didn’t see that this was how I was with everything in my life.  Why I studied for years in college and never got a degree, changing my majors and studies all the time.  Granted, I’m impulsive but it’s honestly like I must have it all, eat it all up.  Glad I’m not like that with food.  It’s not that I’m easily distracted.  In everything I remained focused and disciplined until I achieved the desired result.

I have studied so many visual arts, even asking to work with artists I met at shows if I liked their technique in oil,  pastels or whatever their medium was.  It’s not like I was constantly quitting  either.  I studied most of these things for many years and still dabble.  Learned to play piano, organ, guitar, banjo and mandolin.  I started taking dance lessons at age 3 and my music lessons soon after.  The dancing was not my idea at the time and I sometimes wonder if my early training in so many things taught me to crave a varied schedule throughout my life.   I have studied Russian ballet, tap, jazz, modern, various folk dancing such as Hawaiian, Tahitian, Flamenco & Belly Dancing, and then later teaching it as well.

When finally forced to work for a living I did various things enjoying my work and the people until I didn’t then looking to move on to something bigger and better, always more money.   Sometimes that’s a grave mistake.  I was looking for something that would fill the void that I still feel today.  Sadly I now know what that is, but won’t get into it, too complicated.

You don’t want to live your entire life wondering what you want to be when you grow up because one day you will find yourself totally lost.  Find your anchor, whatever it is.


Daily Prompt: Uncompromising Ain’t Popular

I used to be popular,

When I was a doormat.

When I tried to become another accessory,

Those that liked to wipe their feet went away.

Most relationships are followers and leaders.  Victims or victimizers.  Opposites do attract in this manner.   Lovers or Friends it doesn’t really seem to matter.

I went from unassertive and wishy-washy like my passive aggressive mom taught me to strong and uncompromising.  I can’t say for sure what the catalyst really was because I’m sure there was more than one.  Just trying to survive a severely dysfunctional “kill or be killed” atmosphere will do it.  This is why many of us survivors of abuse suffer from PTSD, not just actual soldiers.  We lived in a war zone most if not all of our lives and that takes a psychological toll on you, like it or not.

My younger sister was always headstrong and acted out in anger in constant condemnation of our mother and how she was “spineless” and “Queen of Denial.”  Since my head was in the clouds back then never wanting to believe anything was wrong, I had no idea what she was talking about.  I thought she was an evil little traitor who judged everyone harshly and it was not until many years and counseling sessions later that I got what she was talking about.  She always told me that she did not want to become like our spineless mother so she went in the opposite direction of not just becoming very belligerent and uncompromising, but doing all kinds of crazy, impulsive things trying to feel better.

She was later treated for psychosis and I feel that she suffered from borderline personality disorder when I see the symptoms.  I feel that I have some of the same traits myself when it comes to trust.  It makes you look “paranoid” when actually your history with those that were supposed to have been your loved ones, proves you right not to trust.  In fact you would have to be crazy to trust others.  She always said, “If you can’t trust your parents, who can you trust?”  And she was spot on.  Like many so called mentally ill, they sometimes see what the rest of us can’t or don’t want to.

After menopause I began to behave a lot like my sister, some of my relatives said so and that was not a compliment, they were basically telling me I was acting “crazy.”  This does not mean they were correct.  Do I have issues?  I would think so, most of us do, but can I manage?  So far.  Am I happy?  Not always.  But I know up from down, right from wrong and I’m not into substance abuse or any abuse so that’s a huge difference.  Medications and alcohol can really effect you adversely, even prescribed.  People try to belittle the Christian’s use of Christ as a “crutch” but that’s exactly what He wants us to do.  Prayer is a life saver.

Many times when you stop fitting other folks image they have of you, they think there is something wrong with you.  When you don’t make things easy and are tired of being played you appear uncompromising to them because you are.  Let them work with you for once.  One time I actually had an instance that got me thinking “why am I always the one who does everything, the one that apologizes first” and left the ball in their court.  The ball never came back, as I knew it wouldn’t.  Sometimes I hate it when I’m right.

Daily Prompt: A Few Facts We Can’t Ignore

Facts of Life

There is no real “law” of reciprocity in life.  You will not always reap what you sow but many times what you sow will somehow disappear, usually by being ignored or stolen by someone else.

That being said, life is seldom if ever fair.  Once you face this, you will understand a lot in your life and hopefully live it with great care to your decisions and how they effect you and everything around you.

Not everything is your fault or your responsibility.  You cannot control other people or situations to a large degree so don’t try.  Do what you can, what you must, but sometimes you just have to let things play out.

It is said that “things will pass” but that does not mean that it will not damage or even destroy some of us.  We have seen it or sadly experienced it.

We all differ in our resilience but developing intestinal fortitude will carry you though most of life’s challenges.

It’s OK to let someone else do it.  Regardless of some of the hype, you can’t have it all or even some of it at times regardless of how hard you try or how much you want it.

Just “believing” means nothing.  What do you believe in?  It could be a Fairy tale and that would be foolish.  Believe in yourself to keep trying.  Believing in God to give you the strength to keep your faith is something worth believing.

Daily Prompt: Typical

So darn typical of me not to do what I say I’m going to do or go through with stuff.

I have gotten so lazy in my old age and being retired has not helped.  I thought for sure the reason I was not doing certain things was because I was so busy working in my later years.  I worked overtime for numerous years and then later on got to the point there was no way I was not going to take 2 full days to recuperate from the severe stress I was under Monday through Friday.

Take blogging.  I will wake up with fabulous ideas running through my head, even before coffee, even write some of them down and then never write the blog.  Many years ago I was an avid writer and did most of my writing freehand, did not type it out.  I believe many creative people are like this.  For some reason I almost can’t make my thoughts or ideas flow while I type like I can when I am handwriting full speed making it all but impossible to recopy the notes later because it’s almost illegible.

I have only about a billion ideas for some blog posts that I don’t give a damn any more who reads them and who doesn’t.  I know for a fact some of the finest, most eloquent blogs are seldom read by the masses simply because the subject matter is not something most find interesting or ever care about.  I believe many who blog are liberal or progressive minded which simply means to me, you are caught up in what is currently popular.  You can’t or don’t like to think for yourself and you feel more comfortable going along with what you think most other people believe.  Most don’t like to be excluded, especially from popular groups or shunned by the beautiful people so to speak so many go along with anything they hear spoken in an well modulated voice from a beautiful person on their television, especially a celebrity.

Those running our mainstream media know this.  They have studied and perfected mind control to the extent that you actually have people that are passionate about the most evil or stupid things on God’s earth.  I find it terrifying especially when I think that I was once one  of those people.  It’s very easy.  Just be young, naive, kindhearted, believe everything you hear someone say on television, especially the news.

There was once a time that I actually believed if a story was reported that it must have happened just like they said.  And if they intimated in some way the perp was guilty, I condemned that person on the spot.  No trial, no jury, he did it.  Especially if he or she was someone who seemed like a creep because he was portrayed this way.  That was before I knew some that they ran stories on and they left out so much of the background or real base for what happened.  I started realizing that our news stories are produced with end results in mind.  These reporters were not telling you what actually happened but were slanting it any way their producers told them to.

This is not fair to any of us.  We deserve to hear the basic facts about the things that happen around us.  It is the most dehumanizing and insulting thing for other men to decide what we are allowed to know about and how we are allowed to process this information ourselves.  Years ago, you were told what happened matter of factly because there was not this kind of stiff competition and so much money involved.  Most true journalists could not have cared less about making a buck off of what they were doing because they believed in truth first.

Now all of our major news sources are owned, probably globally, by wealthy elitist types who demand their views be promoted and followed.  Their candidates and their agendas must come to pass, truth be damned. This is called propaganda, not reporting.  To slant or report with bias so your side looks good while making your enemy look as bad as possible is actually against FCC regulations.  Now even the FCC is dirty.  I believe that they are not doing their jobs because I have filed a complaint about this kind of reporting several times only to be told that this is called “Freedom of Speech” which is a complete lie.  When you promote propaganda, cover up or report unsubstantiated rumors and you are in a position of having a monopoly over all the media so only your voice can be heard or taken seriously then you are dangerous and cannot be trusted.

This is exactly why the FCC was created to prevent what has now become the norm.  Many who run for elections need funding from the men who own these papers and news stations, they are not going to make them angry in any way or they will find themselves without the connections or funding for future endeavors.  There is so much obvious corruption currently in so many areas of America, I don’t foresee anything good that can come of it.