If you blog you probably are someone who has enough introspect to wonder why you are here. Why any of us are here.
I would contemplate that I was here to one day make some huge difference in the world like Mother Theresa or Gandhi. I used to think that people who really cared ran away from the 9 to 5 and went overseas to do mission work or something equally as dramatic.
I now realize that this is not for everyone and that usually good people are needed right where they are. In the first place you would need to speak the language of any foreign nation you go to or you wouldn’t be able to ask them where the rest room was, let alone communicate anything important to them. If everyone up and left for another land, who would minister to all the needy in their own town?
As an ex-workaholic, I have ministered to co-workers as well as some of my customers. Even when I worked for “the man!” I actually had one woman look me up later to thank me for taking the time to speak to her as a person, spiritually, that went beyond just helping her resolve the financial problems she was struggling with at the time.
It’s the idea of blooming where you’re planted. That God will place you where He needs you. He will put certain people in your path to help or be helped. People talk about making the most of the day and giving til it hurts but I don’t really agree. You are not supposed to make your life any more complicated than it already is and you are certainly not supposed to be hard on yourself about anything. You have the world for that.
All you can do is the best you can and that should never be a strain. I’m not saying you won’t be called to strain on occasion and only you know when and if the spirit will move you to make some type of great sacrifice. I know that you should never feel guilty for being who you are and where you are. God knows your life and what you are capable of. Life is not a contest. It’s life and it’s unpredictable and offers no guarantees of any kind. Even Jesus told people not to worry about tomorrow or what they will eat or drink.
I believe as long as you walk in the word and appreciate your blessings God will provide for you in the same manner that you provide for those God has given you.